達爾文主義

發這篇文的原因是在我之前有轉一個老哥機翻的國外論壇上的文章【同事的奴隸】

這幾天發現該論壇關閉了，在找這個文章的時候發現【達爾文主義】又戳中了我的點了，所以機翻發到論壇，給喜歡國外小說的朋友們看看，如果有大能願意翻譯，我可以提供原文。

Darwinism 達爾文主義Part 1 第一部分Point of View Character : Bill 角度角色: 比爾I couldn’t believe my eyes , there she was….. The woman I dreamed about every night , the woman I thought of every time I jerked off . The woman who ruined my marriage, destroyed my family, tormented the daughter that I thought I loved more than anything in the world. 我簡直不敢相信自己的眼睛，她就在那兒。那個我每晚都夢到的女人那個我每次打飛機都會想到的女人。

這個女人毀了我的婚姻，毀了我的家庭折磨我以為我愛她勝過一切的女兒“I’m done with you now loser!Now that I’ve completely destroyed your life you are no fun to play with…. so….shoo shoo.”“我受夠你了，廢物！現在我已經徹底毀了你的生活，你玩起來一點都不好玩。所以... 噓，噓Those were the last words she spoke to me. It was over a year ago, maybe two years at this point . When she shooed me away like her household pet. She turned her perfect body and walked away shaking her perfect round ass in my face. 這是她對我說的最後一句話。

次飛機。她完美的屁股在我面前顫抖。嘲笑我對她的自卑It took me over two days to realize what I had done. I ruined my marriage , my daughter who once meant the world to me hated me and now resides in a mental hospital, I ruined my credit for Amber , quit my job for Amber and gave her every dime I had. 我花了兩天多的時間才意識到我做了什麼。

我毀了我的婚姻，我曾經對我來說意味著全世界的女兒恨我，現在住在精神病院，我毀了我對 Amber 的信任，為了 Amber 辭掉工作，把我所有的錢都給了她發這篇文的原因是在我之前有轉一個老哥機翻的國外論壇上的文章【同事的奴隸】

sehold pet. She turned her perfect body and walked away shaking her perfect round ass in my face. 這是她對我說的最後一句話。

那是一年前的事了，現在可能已經兩年了。當她把我像她家的寵物一樣趕走的時候。她轉過她完美的身體，在我面前晃著她完美的圓屁股走開了I went home that day and must have jerked off 30 times to the thought of her final words to me . And her perfect ass shaking in my face. Mocking my inferiority to her. 那天我回到家，一想到她對我說的最後一句話，我一定打了30次飛機。她完美的屁股在我面前顫抖。嘲笑我對她的自卑It took me over two days to realize what I had done. I ruined my marriage , my daughter who once meant the world to me hated me and now resides in a mental hospital, I ruined my credit for Amber , quit my job for Amber and gave her every dime I had. 我花了兩天多的時間才意識到我做了什麼。

我毀了我的婚姻，我曾經對我來說意味著全世界的女兒恨我，現在住在精神病院，我毀了我對 Amber 的信任，為了 Amber 辭掉工作，把我所有的錢都給了她The worst part is I would do it all again in a heartbeat if she told me to. She was God to me. Even after all of this time I could never stop thinking about her . 最糟糕的是，如果她讓我這麼做，我會毫不猶豫地再做一次。她是我的上帝。即使過了這麼久，我還是無法停止對她的思念I thought I would never see her again. Someone as beautiful, talented , intelligent and dynamic as Amber would have no use for someone like me , I am lucky enough she paid attention to me for the short time she did. I ruined my life for her

according to most but to me it was the best few weeks of my life and I wouldn’t trade it for anything, the memory of her was all I deserved is what I told myself, it was a distant dream to think I would ever be allowed to be in her life again in any capacity. But after pinching myself and rubbing my eyes several times it seems my dreams have come true. 我以為再也見不到她了。

像安布爾這樣美麗、有才華、聰明、有活力的人，對我這樣的人沒有任何用處。我很幸運，她在很短的時間內關注了我。根據大多數人的說法，我為了她毀了自己的生活，但對我來說，那是我生命中最美好的幾個星期，我不會用任何東西來交換，對她的記憶是我應得的一切，我告訴自己，這是一個遙遠的夢想，以為我會再次被允許以任何身份進入她的生活。但是在掐了自己幾下，揉了幾下眼睛之後，我的夢想似乎成真了Amber was here !安珀來過這裡Everyone in my trailer park found it odd when the former trailer park supervisors home was demolished. Strange grew stranger when teams of workers began to cut down trees in the surrounding area. Soon lush beautiful grass appeared , not long after a lavish sprawling mansion was built . The mansion towered over the 200 or so trailers in Hopeville Trailer Park, making them like little hills amidst a mountain. 我的拖車公園裡的每個人都覺得很奇怪，當前拖車公園管理員的家被拆除。

當成隊的工人開始砍伐周圍地區的樹木時，奇怪的事情變得更加奇怪了。不久，一座奢華的大廈建成後不久，茂盛美麗的草地出現了。在霍普維爾拖車公園，這座豪宅高聳在200多輛拖車上，使它們看起來像是山中的小山After poking around and talking to a few other residents of the trailer park, I di

scovered that the mansion belonged to the new owner of the trailer park. 我四處打探了一下，並與拖車公園的其他幾位居民交談後，發現這座宅邸屬於拖車公園的新主人“Some daughter of a billionaire .”Was what my neighbor told me. “某個億萬富翁的女兒”我鄰居是這麼跟我說的I waited for days looking out my window in between shifts at work . My trailer was right across the street from this newly built mansion. I was curious to see who the new owner was. My addiction to young hot girls fueled my curiosity. Amber left a void in my life that I knew no one else could fill. But I used femdom websites, to try and fill that void . I would spend days searching videos , reading stories, giving what little extra money I had to findoms hoping that out there somewhere there was someone like Amber . 我在工作間隙望著窗外等了好幾天。

我的拖車就在新建的大廈對面。我很好奇，想看看新主人是誰。我對年輕辣妹的迷戀激起了我的好奇心。Amber 在我生命中留下了一個空白，我知道沒有其他人可以填補。但我用女性網站來填補這個空白。我會花上幾天時間搜索視頻，讀故事，把我手頭上僅有的一點點額外的錢捐給結婚戒指，希望在某個地方會有像安布爾這樣的人But needless to say none of them compared . No one could match her beauty, no one was even close . And her contemptuous and arrogant attitude was hotter than every other femdom goddess, dominatrix or findom princess combined. 但不用說，他們中沒有一個人能與之相比。

沒有人比得上她的美麗，沒有人比得上她。她的輕蔑和傲慢的態度比其他女神，施虐女王或最終公主加起來還要火辣This evening, I

was sitting on my neighbor's porch drinking a beer with him , when we saw an all white Bentley pull into the park. 今天晚上，我正坐在鄰居家的門廊上和他喝啤酒，這時我們看到一輛全白色的賓利車開進了公園Needless to say the sight of a Bentley at a trailer park was an odd one . It had to be the new owner I thought . 不用說，在拖車停車場看到一輛賓利車是一件很奇怪的事情。

我以為是新主人The Bentley pulled up to the Trailer park office, which is two trailers down from my trailer . But right next door to my neighbor . 賓利停在拖車停車場辦公室，離我的拖車只有兩輛拖車。但就在我鄰居隔壁The driver of the vehicle , stepped out and walked toward the back on the passenger side. He dropped to his knees , proceeded to open the door and promptly bow his head . 司機下了車，走向副駕駛座的後面。他跪下來，打開門，立刻低下了頭Then out stepped Amber!

........ 然後走出琥珀How do I even begin to describe Amber. She was tall for a girl, but not too tall, I would say about 5’5”, it was impossible to tell her weight , she had a perfectly flat toned stomach , she possessed one of the most amazing asses the world has ever seen . It was huge and round and shook violently when she walked , but it was firm and toned at the same time . It was never out of place and looked perfect in everything she wore . My personal favorite was yoga pants . No one made yoga pa

nts look as good as Amber . 我該怎麼形容安珀。

對於女孩來說，她很高，但不算太高，大概5英尺5英寸，不可能知道她的體重，她有一個完美的平坦的肚子，她擁有世界上最令人驚歎的屁股之一。它又大又圓，她走路的時候會劇烈地搖晃，但同時又很結實。它從來沒有不合適的地方和看起來完美的一切，她穿。我個人最喜歡的是瑜伽褲。沒人能把瑜伽褲做得像安珀那麼好看The first time I saw Amber in Yoga Pants, I fell to my knees and cam in my pants right in front of my wife and mother in law . Or should I say exwife and ex mother in law. 我第一次看到 Amber 穿著瑜伽褲的時候，我跪在地上，在我妻子和岳母面前縮進褲子。或者我應該說前妻和前岳母It was such an amazing and sad moment at the same time . It was surely the moment that would mark the end of the relationship with my wife . But at the same time was the best moment of my life . I’ve never felt more alive than I did that day. 那是一個令人驚歎又悲傷的時刻。

那一刻無疑標誌著我和妻子關係的結束。但同時也是我生命中最美好的時刻。那天我感覺前所未有的充滿活力I was two weeks into my crippling addiction to Amber. 我已經沉迷琥珀兩週了How I came to worship my daughters High School bully is a long story and one we will go into detail about, but back to Amber. 我是如何來崇拜我的女兒高中欺負是一個很長的故事，一個我們將詳細討論，但回到琥珀Her flat stomach and perfect ass were just the beginning, she had perfect boobs , big but not too big and unbelievably perky. The legs of a Goddess, they seem to go on for miles . Soft creamy white skin, without a blemish. Her skin had the slightest olive

tan at all times it was as if she was lightly kissed by the sun , not a tan line , not a single break in perfection. 她平坦的腹部和完美的臀部只是開始，她有完美的胸部，大但不太大，難以置信的自信。

女神的腿，似乎可以延伸數英里。柔軟的乳白色肌膚，無瑕疵。她的皮膚始終有一點點橄欖色，就好像是被太陽輕輕地親吻過，沒有一絲曬黑的痕跡，也沒有一絲完美的裂痕But what separates Amber from most other hot girls was her short hair . She was not completely bald but her head was shaved . Just a short crop of brown hair. 但是安珀和其他性感女孩的區別在於她的短髮。她沒有完全禿頂，但是她的頭髮被剃光了。只有一小撮棕色頭髮I had never been a huge fan of girls with short hair , I always felt that long hair was essential to a woman’s beauty. 我從來不是短髮女孩的超級粉絲，我總是覺得長髮對女人的美麗是必不可少的Amber changed that , her short hair only accentuated all the perfect femine features that her face possessed. 琥珀改變了這一點，她的短髮只是突出了她的臉所擁有的所有完美的女性特徵Her blue green eyes were magical , here high cheekbones, perfect straight white teeth , and her naturally upturned nose . A light patch of cute freckles on both upper cheeks and some on her nose. Soft and plump feminine lips that I couldn’t help but imagine being around my dick, although I knew there was absolutely no chance of that happening. She was truly the essence of perfection. Her voice was soft and sexy , her laugh delicate yet seductively evil . 她那

雙藍綠色的眼睛充滿了魔力，高高的顴骨，潔白的牙齒，還有她天生向上翹起的鼻子。

上臉頰和鼻子上都有一小塊可愛的雀斑。柔軟豐滿的女性嘴唇，我禁不住想象它們圍繞在我的小弟弟周圍，儘管我知道這是絕對不可能發生的。她真是完美的化身。她的聲音柔和而性感，她的笑聲細膩而邪惡Looking at her and hearing her voice you would never know it was coming from the most dominating and sadistic woman you’ll ever meet. 看著她，聽著她的聲音，你永遠不會知道那是來自於你所見過的最具支配欲和虐待狂的女人She was twenty-one, I knew that because she has the exact same birthday as my daughter. But you would never know by the way she looked and how she carried herself. 她當時21歲，我知道這一點，因為她和我女兒的生日一模一樣。

但你永遠不會知道她的樣子和舉止I could go on for days describing every detail of Amber perfection, so let’s go back to the story. 我可以繼續描述琥珀完美的每一個細節，所以讓我們回到故事I felt my body go flush , I was filled with adrenaline as she stepped out of the Bentley . My erection shot through the hole in my underwear and pressed hard against my jeans . I could feel pre-cum dripping as I settled my eyes upon Amber once again. 當她走出賓利車時，我感到身體發紅，腎上腺素充滿全身。

我的勃起穿過內褲的洞，緊緊地壓在牛仔褲上。我能感覺到精液在滴下來，我再次把目光投向安珀She wore black yoga pants that hugged her perfect ass and legs so tightly . She wore a white tank top that stopped just above her belly button . Her perfectly toned stomach on full display “for all the fat out of shape losers who will never

have the body that I have”. This is what she told me when I asked her why she always showed off her stomach . I was obsessed with every inch of Amber , but something about her flat perfectly toned stomach separated her from all other girls. 她穿著黑色的瑜伽褲，緊緊地抱著她完美的屁股和腿。

她穿著一件白色的背心，露出肚臍眼。她完美的腹部完全展示出來，“對於所有那些胖得不成樣子的失敗者，他們永遠不會擁有我擁有的身材”。當我問她為什麼總是炫耀自己的肚子時，她就是這麼告訴我的。我對琥珀的每一寸肌膚都很著迷但是她那平坦完美的腹部讓她和其他女孩子格格不入Her arrogance was delightful and made my mouth water . Thoughts of all the delicious mean things I heard her say came rushing back to my memory. Causing me to become uncontrollably horny. 她的傲慢令人愉快，使我垂涎三尺。一想到她說的那些刻薄的話，我就想起來了。讓我慾火焚身The white tank top was from the new line of tank tops from her highly successful clothing line called “Darwinism”. 這件白色背心來自她非常成功的服裝品牌“達爾文主義”的新系列背心This shirt read “BETTER than you”just under the breast line. 這件襯衫的胸線下寫著“比你好”

She stood above her driver on his knees with his eyes to the ground . 她站在司機的膝蓋上，司機的眼睛盯著地面She was saying something to him , I couldn’t make out what it was . 她對他說了些什麼，我聽不清楚Slowly the man’s eyes rose , he looked Amber in the the eyes. 慢慢地，男人的眼睛抬起來，他看著琥珀的眼睛She proceeded to dump the ice coffee she was holding on the man’s head . 她繼續把手裡的冰咖啡倒在那個男人的頭上Then

I heard Ambers signature sexy giggle. 然後我聽到安珀斯標誌性的性感笑聲No one giggled like Amber. 沒人像安珀那樣咯咯笑Suddenly more memories started rushing back to me. I don’t think I’ve ever been this horny. I needed to go back in my trailer and jerk off. But I wouldn’t be so stupid as to miss the chance to look upon Ambers perfection. As I was deciding whether to run inside my house and jerk off or wait on the porch in case I could get another glimpse of her as she left the office…

. or was I bold enough to approach Amber…on my knees, of course. As I was trying to decide my mind got lost in my memories of how my life became ruined because of Amber. How Amber so skillfully used me to destroy my daughters life simply for amusement . 突然間，更多的記憶湧上心頭。我從沒這麼飢渴過。我需要回到我的拖車裡打飛機。但我不會蠢到錯過欣賞完美琥珀的機會。當我決定是跑進家裡打飛機還是在門廊上等著，以免在她離開辦公室的時候再看到她一眼... ..。還是我有勇氣接近 Amber... 當然是跪著。

正當我試圖下定決心的時候，我的腦子卻陷入了我的記憶中，我的生活是如何因為 Amber 而被毀掉的。安珀是如何巧妙地利用我毀掉我女兒的生活只是為了好玩Ambers 19th birthday…...well Becca’s 19th too…... But by that time my own daughter Becca meant nothing to me . The only thing in the world that mattered was Amber. 安珀斯19歲生日，貝卡也19歲了。但那時我的親生女兒貝卡對我來說什麼都不是。這世上唯一重要的就是安珀My wife had just left me two days before. 我妻子兩天前剛離開我I can’t say I cou

ld blame her. By that point my addiction to Amber was impossible to hide. 我不能怪她，那時候我對 Amber 的迷戀已經無法掩飾了In the matter of two weeks we stopped having sex, she caught me dozens of times jerking off to Ambers Instagram page. 在我們停止做愛的兩週內，她抓到我在 Amber Instagram 上打飛機很多次It was to the point that I would do it while she was right next to me in bed wide awake. 當她就在我身邊，清醒地躺在床上時，我就會這麼做Not to mention the incident I mentioned earlier where I came in my pants while in the supermarket with my wife and mother in law . Amber recognized me down the aisle. She had a servant with her pushing a carriage full of food while she effortlessly strutted down the isle pointing at things she wanted . The old female servant had to be at least 80 years old was frantically trying to keep up. 更不用說我之前提到的那件事，當我和我的妻子和岳母在超市裡的時候，我的褲子進去了。

Amber 在走道上認出了我。她身邊有個僕人推著一輛裝滿食物的馬車，她大搖大擺地走下小島，指著她想要的東西。這位年邁的女僕至少有80歲了，她瘋狂地試圖跟上Amber was smiling in delight knowing just how difficult she was making life for her elderly servant. 琥珀高興地笑了，因為她知道自己給老僕人的生活帶來了多大的困難Her smile turned to her signature giggle when she recognized me. 當她認出我時，她的微笑變成了她標誌性的咯咯笑She strutted like the supermodel she was down the aisle, she wore those magnificent grey yoga pan

ts I was talking about earlier and a black sports bra . 她昂首闊步，就像走在過道上的超模，穿著我之前提到的那條華麗的灰色瑜伽褲，還有一件黑色運動胸罩God she was the hottest woman in the world by far. 天啊，她是目前為止世界上最性感的女人She stopped a few feet in front of the three of us. 她在我們三個前面幾英尺停下來We must have looked like the ugliest group of people in the world at that moment compared to Amber's perfection. 和安珀的完美形象相比我們那時一定是世界上最醜陋的一群人She looked my wife up and down and then my mother and law. 她上下打量我的妻子，然後是我的母親和法律She giggled some more then turned to me and smiled. 她又咯咯地笑了幾聲，然後轉向我，微笑著“Is this your wife Bill”Amber asked “這是你的妻子比爾嗎?”

安布爾問道My wife was shocked , surely wondering how in the world I knew this girl. 我妻子很震驚，肯定在想我怎麼會認識這個女孩“ye yes Amber”I stuttered. “是，是，琥珀,”我結結巴巴地說I couldn’t even look at her without wanting to cum she was so fucking hot and her bratty and dominate attitude only multiplied how hot she was to infinity. 我連看都不想看她一眼就想射了她太他媽性感了她那討厭又霸道的態度只會讓她的性感倍增My knees began to shake and suddenly I fell to my knees cumming in my pants . 我的膝蓋開始顫抖，突然我跪倒在我的褲子裡Right there in the middle of the supermarket in front of my wife and mother and law and dozens of customers . 就在超市中央，當著我妻子，媽媽，法律還有幾十個顧客的面I was overcome with shame. 我羞愧難當“Pathetic.”Amber s

aid with arrogance . “可悲。”

安布爾傲慢地說She gave my wife and mother and law another up down followed by her sexy giggle . 她把我的妻子和母親以及法律又一次擊敗了，緊接著是她性感的咯咯笑聲It was Amber's special way of telling you she was better than you without having to say it . 這是安珀用特殊的方式告訴你她比你強而不用說出來9 A5 d0 P# A/ k1 L2 Z She walked away from us and the sight of that perfect ass shaking as she strutted back towards her servant with perfect posture made me cum in my pants again . 她從我們身邊走開，當她以完美的姿勢大搖大擺地走向她的僕人時，她那完美的屁股在顫抖，這讓我再次射在褲子裡My wife and mother and law left me lying there , embarrassed to be seen with me . 我的妻子，母親和法律留下我躺在那裡，尷尬地被看到與我在一起I was forced to walk home with my pants full of come. 我被迫走回家，褲子裡塞滿了高潮When I got home my wife started putting the pieces of the puzzle together. 當我回到家，我的妻子開始把拼圖的碎片拼在一起“This girl from the supermarket she is the reason you’ve been ignoring me for the past few weeks. She’s the one you’ve been jerking off to a million times a day !”

My wife was filled with anger. “這個超市的女孩就是你過去幾周忽視我的原因。她就是那個你每天對著她打一百萬次飛機的人!”我的妻子充滿了憤怒I stood before her face red, pants full of cum , I was humiliated , embarrassed... ashamed. My poor wife didn’t even know a third of what was going on with Amber and I. 我站在她面前，臉紅

了，褲子裡都是精液，我覺得很丟臉，很尷尬... 很羞愧。我可憐的妻子根本不知道我和 Amber 之間發生了什麼I couldn’t hide it anymore I told her everything…

. I could no longer take the shame I had to get the truth out there …. so I sat at the kitchen table and told my wife every detail….. 我不能再隱瞞了，我把一切都告訴了她。我再也無法忍受羞愧，我不得不把真相公之於眾。所以我坐在餐桌旁，把每一個細節都告訴了我的妻子... ..I was ashamed I packed up my things got in my car. That’s where I slept for the next two days . Those two days I sent Amber over 200 text messages praising her for her beauty and grace. And begging to serve her in some way . 我很慚愧，我把我的東西都收拾好了，放進了我的車裡。

那是我接下來兩天睡覺的地方。那兩天我給安布爾發了200多條短信讚美她的美麗和優雅。乞求以某種方式服侍她Amber was so cruel she read all my messages but never responded. She knew she didn’t have to. 安布爾太殘忍了，她讀了我所有的留言，但從來沒有回覆。她知道她不必這樣做As I woke up in a daze two days later the day of Ambers birthday. I sent her a text wishing her happy birthday as well as $3000. It was every last dime I had in my wife and my checking account. Still Amber didn’t respond. It wasn’t until almost 8pm that I realized it was Becca’s birthday too. How could I forget my own daughters birthday?

當我醒來發呆兩天後的一天，琥珀的生日。我給她發了一條短信祝她生日快樂，還有3000美元。這是我在我妻子和我的支票賬戶裡的每一分錢。安珀還是沒有回應。直到將近晚上8點，我才意識到今天也是貝卡的生日。我怎麼能忘記自己女兒的生日呢？

What ki

nd of person had I become? 我變成了什麼樣的人？

I quickly drove to the home I was shamefully kicked out of just two days before. 我趕緊開車回家，就在兩天前，我被可恥地趕出了家門I walked in the door and there sat with my soon to be exwife and daughter sitting at the kitchen table. 我走進門，和我即將成為前妻的女兒坐在廚房的餐桌旁My daughter was hysterically crying my wife looked on in sadness which turned to anger as she looked at me. 我的女兒歇斯底里地哭著，我的妻子在一旁悲傷地看著，當她看著我的時候，她的悲傷變成了憤怒“Dad how could you !”

Becca cried out. “爸爸，你怎麼能這樣!”貝卡喊道“You told her ?”I looked at my wife in horror. “你告訴她了?”我驚恐地看著我的妻子“She deserves to know Bill!I didnt even think you would show up , you didn’t even call her on her birthday you fucking asshole !”

“她應該瞭解比爾！我根本沒想到你會出現，你甚至沒有在她生日那天打電話給她，你他媽的混蛋!”

“Please Becca come on a ride with me let me explain !Let me apologize!”I pleaded with my daughter desperately . “求你了，貝卡，跟我一起去兜風吧，讓我解釋！讓我道歉!”我拼命地懇求我的女兒It took over an hour to convince my wife to let me take my daughter with me. 我花了一個多小時才說服我妻子讓我帶女兒一起走As I shamefully walked out of my former house with my daughter several feet behind me , I heard my phone go off . 當我羞愧地走出我以前的房子，我的女兒就在我身後幾英尺的地方，我聽到我的手機響了I quickly looked. 我迅速地找了一下It was a text from Amber !

是安珀發來的短信“You and your ugly

ass daughter ….. my house now !”“你和你的醜陋的屁股女兒... . . 現在我的房子!”

Suddenly I was brought back to the present. 突然間我又回到了現在“What are you doing Bill !”My neighbor said with a look of disgust on his face. “你在幹什麼，比爾!”我的鄰居一臉厭惡地說I looked down and I realized I had pulled my pants off and I was on my knees masturbating …. how the fuck?what is wrong with me !我低頭一看，發現自己脫了褲子，跪在地上手淫... ..。怎麼會這樣？我到底怎麼了I picked up my clothes and sprinted back into my trailer. 我拿起我的衣服，衝回我的拖車I spent the rest of the night jerking off thinking how I can possibly get Amber back in my life. 我整晚都在打飛機想著怎麼才能讓安珀回到我的生活中